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Sunday, July 31, 2011

Dying to Live

an old friend did something stupid last week. wanted to make a comment about depression and a few other things. please if you are dppressed and down call a friend or a counselor , medication is not always the answer. is it right to leave someone in so much pain living if they dont understand how to live and how not to torture themselves, i dont think it is , and some think me a monster , and maybe i am. I used to spend a lot of time on otherkin pages doing research , i often wondered why you think the realm is about hate. we dont use labels or hate ..we are all one of many. so much of the otherkin world is about hate and lies. my friend lived in the otherkin world and blamed her guides for a lot of her pain. she just wanted someplace to be special and belong, all she got was pain and constant emotional rape. her guides shut her down and punished her. I wondered why she thought realm creatures would do this when all we long for is to be here with you and help you and learn from you, we want you to have what we have , self empowerment. my friend had many links in her body , woven metaphysics her guides in real life taught her. made me wonder if the otherkin world is about the people in this plane or the realm , my realm does not do that. it is so easy to blame the unseen , they can take the blame thats easy you cant see them , the tougher answer is to blame the living here, the people you see everyday. how many times have you attacked someone for power? for energy. have you ever used a disembodied soul for magic and thought nothing of it. how often have you hated and attacked anothers label? and laughed. have you ever set someone up for pain to feed? i know why many young people want to be in another place , return home to no hate.....I think we all need to learn to not hate and hurt each other as humans before we can have anything else here.
my friend suffered from a lot of this. they taught her to torture herself and like it. thats not fair or right. so i am a monster, i didnt think she belonged here, would you help someone go home or help them at all or would you walk away..would you give any of your love or time for someone like that? just makes you wonder......

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